good 4 nothin?

Have u ever felt like evryone else is progressing , and so good, and you're stuck?? this is what i mean. Cuz iv'e been there. Sometimes I look around at people. I see their talent, status, maturity, and go , "wow, i wish I was like that". Then I look at myself n go, " dang it, i dont work. I'm actually good 4 nothin. Because even if I try, I go nowhere, plus my effort isnt reckognised"---This is who i am. Iv'e never been the sraight A student, never get in trouble, wisest, privileged, kid. U know what? that can really get me down. Lemme be straight here bout myself. Im a plain sucker. ...(What did I just say?). Well you know what Iv'e been realizin? Iv'e been lookin the wrong way! What Am I doin lookin the wrong way? Im not supposed to be lookin at others blessings and gifts. Or lookin at the ones I dont have. I have to look Up at God!!! He's the only one who will get me anywhere!!! In fact when I focus on God and see things I cud never see. Like the gifts he's given me. When I look up at God and reflect on my failured person, I see that Nothing is impossible with GOD! NOTHING!!!!! he can get me, and transform me and use my weaknesses aswell as my gifts to fulfill the plan HE has for me in this life! Wen I get down cuz I'm not like this or the other person, i'm Actually being UNGRATEFUL to the Creator, for the person he made me. I'm tellin Him, "I hate the way u made me". We cant do that! We'll never have EVERYthing in this world! Thats why we're meant to be together. And thats how we as friends, siblings, or spouses work as a team. When each of us gives what we have and work together, lookin Up at the Creator, he'll smile down at us. And we will feel it. And we will smile....friend, what a beautiful picture. let's start painting it